Ossa Sepia

January 13, 2022

The Oak

Filed under: Word Therapy — Diana Coman @ 3:11 pm

From far away, through clear air, I hear from deep within a tower’s chest
the rhythmic strikings of its heart-like bell
and mellowed out by distant sounds
it seems to me
that stillness courses through my veins, not blood.

Oak standing at the forest’s edge,
why am I overcome
by such smooth, downy stillness
when lying in your shadow,
under your soothing playfulness of leaves?

Oh, who knows? – Perhaps
it’s out of your trunk they’ll carve
one day not long away from now, my very coffin
and it’s the stillness
that I’ll taste between its planks
making itself apparent as of now:
your leaves instill it in my soul –
and silently
I listen how within your trunk the coffin grows,
the coffin that’s my very own
and swells with every second that elapses,
Oak standing at the forest’s edge.

The above is my translation of the poem “Gorunul” published in 1919 by Lucian Blaga 1. Here’s the original, in Romanian:

In limpezi departari aud din pieptul unui turn
cum bate ca o inima un clopot
si-n zvonuri dulci
imi pare
ca stropi de liniste imi curg prin vene, nu de sange.

Gorunule din margine de codru,
de ce ma-nvinge
cu aripi moi atata pace
cand zac in umbra ta
si ma dezmierzi cu frunza-ti jucausa?

O, cine stie? – Poate ca
din trunchiul tau imi vor ciopli
nu peste mult sicriul
si linistea
ce voi gusta-o intre scandurile lui
o simt pesemne de acum:
o simt cum frunza ta mi-o picura in suflet –
si mut
ascult cum creste-n trupul tau sicriul,
sicriul meu,
cu fiecare clipa care trece,
gorunule din margine de codru.

  1. This poem has always been one of my favorites, despite the fact that it’s not one of Blaga’s most popular or even more commonly known poems. The poem considered “the best” of Blaga’s is indeed the one that Hannah translated recently, triggering my recollection and translation of this old favorite of mine.[]

January 2, 2022

Of Encores and Biting Laughter

Filed under: Lyf,Young, old and oldest — Diana Coman @ 12:08 pm

Upon encountering something unexpected, the child laughs heartily and then asks for a repeat. Willingly caught in the thrill of discovery, he’ll keep laughing and asking for an encore until he has it all fully figured out in the smallest details – until the unexpected has thus become not merely the expected but the logical, obvious and entirely predictable outcome of observed reality, a tiny piece of future known and nothing more.

Upon encountering something unexpected, most adults get upset, even angry and then ask for a reprieve from it. Caught unawares by a potential discovery, finding it an unwelcome and even offensive imposition of effort, they’ll keep ignoring it, denying it or even fighting it again and again – until all that avoidance really gets too tiresome and so the unexpected becomes not merely the expected but the accepted, default consensus from which reality is indeed held to not deviate at any time, under penalty of restarting this same cycle all over again.

In rare cases, upon encountering something unexpected, the adult laughs wholeheartedly, instigates a repeat and explores it all further. Willingly caught in the thrill of discovery, he’ll keep adjusting and testing his existing model of reality to include the newly observed facts – until it all fits together and the unexpected has thus become not necessarily the expected and not merely the default or the accepted either but one additional possibility, just one option out of many others, fully known and fully owned, to be used or not as desired, a tiny piece of added understanding that neither threatens nor restricts but simply enriches.

It’s really such rare cases that are at all times truly irresistible and a joy to meet and interact with, too.

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